Do you not want to be me? I score my examinations perfectly well, I finish my assignments on time, I socialize and I thrive with or without pressure. Do you not want to be me? I am capable, I have potential, I am decent-looking, I can speak very well and I make significant first impressions. Do you not want to be me? I am creative, I am educated, I am amusing, I am interesting, I am understanding and I am relatively approachable.
No, you do not want to be me. I am not coherent, I am not confident, I am not charismatic. My perspective is rather stale, my stories are stagnant and overtold. My dreams are nothing but heavy chains pulling me down. My life is but a straight line on a straight road going straight to known ends, known nothings.